Arachniphobes beware....

I'm rather sleep deprived today.

All because of a big black spider I found crawling across my PILLOW last night as I was getting into bed. I took me 2 hours of online research and checking of sheets to talk myself into getting into that bed again.

And yet the spider is on the island in the kitchen as we speak (but we aren't really speaking). We caught him in a ziploc container, in a ziploc bag, in a ziploc container, in a ziploc bag. Kinda like the old lady who swallowed a fly.

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In an unrelated story (‘cause I’m just like that). I learned a new word last night watching Obama talk (which oddly doesn’t make me cringe and change the channel like all recent presidential addressing).

“Incentivize”. I was so sure he just kept saying a made up word and it was driving me NUTS. But there it is in the online Webster’s Dictionary. I wonder if it’s Scrabble playable? Can’t wait to break that one out.

The Blog

Not Just.

As in "I'm NOT pregnant, I'm JUST fat".

That pretty much sums it all up. I'm morbidly obese (according to BMI charts) and I'm "dealing" with infertility.

But I'm NOT JUST that. There has to be more to me. So maybe here I'll figure it all out.

If ever you find me speaking about you, I hope you won't be offended and try to understand that this is meant as my place to vent all the deep dark things in my world. My own little place in the internet that I hope remains private (but I'm certainly not naive enough to expect that).

On the same note, please don't judge me for any harsh and ugly things I say here. They are probably not me.

So here I am taking the risk.